No Turning Back

(align:"=><=")+(box:"X")[Your life has consisted of treats, toys, long naps, pool side chilling, and daily walks. If you were to guess what speices you are, what would you say? [[Dog]] [[Cat]] [[Human]] [[Bird]]]

If your life has consisted of treats, toys, long naps, pool side chilling, and daily walks, how would you consider the owners to be? [[Loving]] [[Thoughtful]]

(text-colour:#d8f5a2)[Poolside chilling and daily walks? Most cats don't like water and cat owners barely walk their cats.] (text-style:"bold","expand","sway")[You clearly choose this option because you're a cat person.] (text-style:"blink")[(text-colour:#c92a2a)[TRY AGAIN]]

(text-colour:cyan)[Treats, toys, and poolside chilling? Is that way you choose this option? What type of human would it be?] [[Baby]] [[Adult]] [[Somewhere in the 70's range]]

(text-colour:red)[(text-style:"blur","fidget")[Well that was a dumb choice. Birds don't walk. If you choose this option, you're clearly ] (text-style:"bold")[(text-style:"shudder")[not paying attention].]]

(text-style:"bold")[(text-colour:magenta)[Really? How safe would it be for a baby to be poolside chilling? I should call child services on you.]]

Treats and toys? It's understandable why you choose this option, but it doesnt work for this story. But shout out to the adults who have treats and toys! (text-style:"rumble")[(text-colour:red)[TRY AGAIN]]

(text-colour:#f4fce3)[I am sure nursery home's don't care for our most experienced this way. This is an unrealistic response.] (text-style:"rumble")[(text-colour:red)[TRY AGAIN]]

(align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[(align:"=><=")+(box:"X")[(text-colour:#f783ac)[They would definitely be loving because they remember to give you treats and toys throughout your life with them. You get to have long naps, which has to mean you're at peace since your... well... taking a long nap. Poolside chilling? Oh yeah, that has to mean they're somewhat rich (if not rich, then wealthy), but most importantly, they have so much trust in you! Let's not forget to mention the daily walks. I am sure you just need a piece of land for you to go out and do your business. But no, you get to have daily walks.] (text-colour:#fcc2d7)[(text-style:"smear")[THE DREAM YOU ARE LIVING! THE WONDERFUL LIFE YOU ARE LIVING!]] (text-colour:#ffe3e3)[Can you tell me what [[you feel]] and what [[you think]]?]]]

(text-colour:#a5d8ff)+(background:grey)[I appreciate that couple who always looks out for me, who loves me unconditionally, and who always wants the best for me... as they deem fit. I don't want to seem ungrateful, but my life is unfair because of their decisions. I wish I didn't have this life, and I wish I weren't held captive from them. Their selfish choices have forced me to push myself away from them, little by little. And now that the female owner is having a baby, my hate has only grown stronger. I am held captive, stuck, and internally screaming for help. As much as I scream and beg, I can never be heard. Just like I can never have a family, I can never have a little me, I can never be 100% happy. Now that a baby is growing inside my female owner, my hate for them has gotten stronger. I am afraid of what I will do, of what I will do to the baby. Their choice of cutting my testicle was based on my potential aggression. But they made matters worse for themselves. I can never have functioning testicles. I can never see myself loving them as much as they love me. I am out of a family, out of love, out of happiness, and out of kids. There is no hope for them, and there is certainly no hope in me.]

(text-colour:#f1f3f5)[All of this love is pointless. They have taken my manhood away from me. They have taken my happiness and chance to have a family right under my feet. I remember I would be so excited when my owners would come home. I would wag my tail back and forth while they flooded me with love. It was all perfect until the doctor looked at me with disgust. My owners took me to the doctor for a check-up, and for some reason, the doctor told them they should cut my testicles off because of my potential aggression (yes, I knew what the doctor said, I am a dog, but I understand everything around me). The doctor said, "Rottie's are prone to be aggressive, and it is highly recommended you neuter them now before it's too late." My owners said yes. They said yes and looked at each other with sadness. They looked like they didn't want to do that, but the doctor manipulated them to do so. I had so much love for my owners. I had so much love I was willing to die for them! As a matter of fact, they are the reason I wanted a family. They were so united, so in love, and so desperate to have a baby that I was excited to have my own one day- besides the fertility issues. But they ruined that. I hate them; I absolutely hate them for ruining my life and stopping me from having my own babies one day. My hate has become more vital for them, and I am almost 100% sure I will be why their baby will die at a young age. It won't be because I want to; it will be because I have to hurt them as bad as they hurt me.] (text-colour:red)+(background:black)[(align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[(text-style:"bold")[Just because I am a dog, doesn't mean I don't have feelings. (text-style:"sway")[I can live without having babies, but I can't live without my testicales. They took my manhood from me and now we have a major issue.]]]]

(text-colour:magenta)[(align:"=><=")+(box:"XXXX=")[Everything is not what it seems. Just because you have material things doesn't mean you are happy. Actions speak louder than words. Their choice of giving me toys, treats, allow me to stay outside next to the pool doesn't mean everything is ok. Taking long naps? I have no choice but to take long naps because of all the drugs my owner has given me. Yes, my operation was a week or so ago, but my owner still gives me medicine that makes me feel dizzy and imbalanced. In a way, I am napping peacefully, but until that medicine wears off, everything returns to me, and that peace is long gone. Taking me on walks? They're obligated to because they hated when I would pee and poop inside the house. ] (text-style:"bold","blink")[(text-colour:#ffdeeb)[(align:"=><=")+(box:"XXXXXXX===")[(text-style:"blink")[Just because they buy and give me wonderful gifts and toys, doesn't mean everything is ok.]]]]]